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Not My Husband

He’s not my husband
No, not anymore
He’s a soldier
Brave and dispensable
Will go to war at the drop of an order
Slaughter other soldiers who also got the invitation
To meet in the desert for a private political picnic
He’ll bring the tanks
They'll bring the guns
The blood will flow free for all
In this they put food on the table  

We were going to buy a new living room set on his Military Star Card
When he came home from
Korea

Guess that will have to wait
President changed our plans

He’s not your son
No, not anymore
He’s government property now
A tool for the president’s campaign
Increasing presidential P.O.P. numbers while
Increasing their casualty numbers
I just hope he’s not standing in
Someone’s crosshairs
Another soldier’s one shot at a higher rank
One more stripe
An extra twenty bucks in pay

And if his aim is accurate

No, my husband is no fallen hero
American patriotic soldier
You never even gave him his damn citizenship, remember?
So that just makes him a dead immigrant
Who was only looking for work and maybe some college money

Loved only by the family that knew he was so much more
Than an Army of One

And if for some reason it should come to light
That he murdered so many of them
That you would label it an honor and want to give me his medal
On television for all to cry over

Do me a favor -

Give it to the families of the men he murdered with a note from me:

I'm sorry, he just wanted to go to college and buy me a new living room set.

 

© Amanda Johnston


 

Not Another Love Jones

        tell me this is not--another love jones
        with sophisticated brothers
        and of course…all brothers are
        sophisticated
        writing poetry and sipping
        beer from glasses when in the presence of
        powerful sisters
        and of course…all sisters are
        powerful
        we come together in dim lit
        bars that only play
        jazzzz
to 
        love one another
        360 degrees
        24/7
        and on the eighths if we need it
 
        cause we
        is all we got
        but, this ain’t another love jones
        this is real life poetry
        and sometimes a brother
        ain’t worth shit

        ain’t   worth   shit 

        sometimes
        a sister will hold you down
        before you can say
        peace
        and Charlie Parker isn’t there
        to save the day
        I don’t feel the vibe of
        pre-scored soundtracks when I step outside
        and face the music
        all I want to do is dance
        in the rain, but
        unlike perfectly fictional characters
        I would not catch cupid’s arrow
        I would merely catch a cold
        so I fold myself into poems
        that might spark my embers
        so what if no one else feels its fire
        don’t get me wrong
        I love love jones
        Who wouldn’t love
        Lorenz Tate and Nia Long
        entangled and topless but
        since this isn’t another love jones
        write your own words
        feel your own vibe
        reserve love jones
        for a Friday night
        a comfy couch
        and popcorn with lots of butter

© Amanda Johnston


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Amanda Johnston lives in Elizabethtown, Kentucky and is active in the spoken word scene there and in the surrounding areas.

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